The forgotten One

It was suppose to be
a day of surprises and delight
a day filled with well-wishes
a day showered with love and happiness

But it turned out to be
a day she wished it would be forgotten
a day where she was filled with shattered hope
a day for her to reflect back on how his life has been to her

The insignificance shown to her is very hard to bear
never had she felt so much grief inside her
but all she can do was to show a weak smile
amid the crowd around her

She was forgotten
even by her closest people and pals
her only solace was her bed
trying to stop the tears from flowing

What has her life become?
was it her to blame for being unknown?
for being naive?
for being a quiet and phlegmatic person?

It struck her hard
and it made her even more determined
to search for inner peace
for inner freedom
by letting go whatever she’s clinging on to

Letting go does not seem to be that hard anymore
since the day she was forgotten
she has little regret
for it was them whom has shown how insignificant she is
to this world, to this life and to this passing moments

Time will tell what destiny she will choose
time will give her space to heal
time will let impermanence show itself
time will make her strong again
to face the wicked truth